// I have a problem//

My issue is that, even though I’m not serious at all when I first meet someone and think oh I’ll be spending time with them, they’re cute. I begin to make it seem more serious if that makes sense. Yes I still think they’re cute, but I think I overly do it so I can get a happy flirty feeling on purpose. This seems to happen most with guys at least 5 years older…

like the head chef/baker at the cake shop right now, I’m all like teeheegigglegiggle, when 1. he’s 25, which isn’t too big of an issue but still weird. 2. we work together and I’ll never be hanging out with him in a situation outside of work.
But in my head there are so many different scenarios. lol what. I’m a creep omg. He gave me his number tho… -u- for work purposes of course. dfjbfrfhugv see. ughh why do I do this.